These last several weeks, i've been attracted again to someone who i ever loved and ever forgot before. I've tried extremely hard to forget him but it seems that God wouldn't allow me to do that such thing.
Honestly, i still love him... But i was really puttin' big attempt on forgettin' him. When i almost completely forgot him, God always give me dreams of him in almost every night i had.
Then, something that i couldn't deny is the chance to meet him. I meet him everyday since we're in the same school -_-
One more thing, he often looks at me whenever we met. I mean, he was watchin' me deeply until i became clumsy and awkward due to his sight. I could feel it every time he looks at me. My friends often say : What's actually on his mind until he's lookin' at you hardly?(They always notice whenever he looks at me)
I'm definitely confused of his thoughts. He's sometimes gettin' close but somewhat faraway. The thing is i can't keep my eyes off him...
If God let us have a chance to be together, may God would make it easier, however, if God wouldn't allow us, i pray that i would be so much easier to take him out of my mind. Because think of him could freak me up -_-
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